I can't do this.

I really can't stand being here for much longer, i'm not doing anything, i have no money. I'm either making myself crazy checking all the social websites for something new or i'm eating when i'm bored and i'm gaining weight. I'm checking for new job things to apply to and there's never anything new, maybe 1-2 things every couple weeks. Nothing. Ever. I don't like the way i look lately. I don't like what i'm doing, or lack there-of. I just want to leave and live somewhere else, doing what i need to do, having access to new opportunities and people that welcome me. I can't even do that right now, because it requires money to pick up and leave. I can't do anything.