probably one of the worst things in the world

is when someone is inconsistent with you. they act this way but they say the opposite, or they say something one week that is important and the next it means nothing. i think the person on the receiving end of it gets the worst of the entire thing because all that ends up happening, in their case, is they're left way more confused than they were before. they end up becoming scared or they don't know what to do or say because it seems like nothing they can do or say will help the situation.
I don't know what i can do or say anymore.

always.

how come every time someone tells you they won't ever do something that has been done to them and hurt them to you, they go ahead and do it anyway?

?

it's become a daily routine
seeing things i cannot un-see.
i miss things more and more and i don't know how to act.
it literally makes me crazy.