ok, let's catch everyone who might ever read this up on all that's happened to me within the past 2 months or so[which has been a lot]. i moved into my house on september 1st, i love it. it's a bit hard with the rent and my dad isn't able to pay all of our bills at the same time which has resulted in me not being able to use me phone to make calls, but to only use the internet and text people with my google number when i'm home, sucks but i'm over it. anyway, started chilling with my friends at her new-ish house she moved into over the summer, met one of her roommates(Tommy) and then she had this awesome idea to plant into both of our heads that we should hookup with each other, so that happened. he's a kid though, graduated this year so i was extremely skeptical on that one but hey, it was fun. dude totally ended up surprisingly early because he wanted to "get around", he's kind of a whore, whatever. i was kind of annoyed by that so the next night i went to this party house where these dudes i know live at by me, met another guy(Shane) who seemed interesting and thought i was cool, went back to his apartment. we hooked up, it was nice, it was different. since then, which it's been a month since i met him, we've hung out tons of times and we have a shitload in common plus we're both extremely comfortable around eachother and ive developed a teeny[by teeny i mean majorly huge] crush on him. he knows about it though, and for some reason he's still my friend and likes to hangout with me. i've recently discovered that he finds me very very very attractive and i'm about 98% sure he likes me the way i like him, but unfortunately for me it's just never a good time... we still hookup[shhh!]. and about three weeks ago i met this model-looking guy(Zack) at my friends while she was out working all night, her roommate(Tommy) brought people back to the house when he got off work one night and i ended up making out with him(Zack) a bit, boy he was pretty. kind of sucked because he personality was shitty so nothing more ever really happened, but dayyyum when i say he was the hottest guy ive ever kissed i mean it, trust me on that. then about two weeks ago i hungout with my friend and two of her coworkers(Charles and Matt), one whom she's hooked up with before, they're some wigger-looking dudes but they're pretty decent so it's not all bad. i ended up fucking one of the guys(Matt), yea, me... from thinking about everything i've been typing on this post i feel kind of like a slut, ehh. he was pretty good, he's a bit old for me, but i'm picky to begin with, good thing it was only a hookup.... except for i fucked him again about three days later. the next night i hungout with Shane again, he was being super sweet and flirty... even told me he'd get his dick pierced and he don't even know that i'm into those sort of things[told you we had things in common]. we ended up fucking again, he's not very aggressive in bed, more romantic but i actually like it, i'm becoming mushy. i haven't seen him in almost two weeks though and things with him are different everyday so i'm not entirely sure where i stand when i comes to him right now. Last week i went to my friends for our friends 19th birthday, i ended up getting super drunk and meeting abunch of people.. i love that shit. i met this dealer dude(Flower aka Greg) and he was kind up my ass after we had a conversation, he was cool though, told me to add him on fb so i did. a little bit ago my friend told me that Flower told her to give me his number and that he thought i was really cool, so now i have another dude i guess? shit's so weird. soooo many different guys within a short amount of time, i don't even know what to do right now. anyway, yea... that's my social-lovelife at the moment.
shit that was a lot to type.
