So....
Shane is "living for god now."
He posts about god on fb, that's it.
He told me he was baptized on the 14th, just a couple weeks ago.
Literally changed his entire life and is doing things for god I guess?
How does someone decide one day that they're just going to get up and make all these huge life changes out of nowhere?
I remember when we first started talking, him talking to me about how he feels towards the government and how they try to control everyone. He was really into Leftover Crack, especially for their anti-government lyrics, which I also liked. And now he's part of something, that does make him happen which I am glad, but seems to be controlling him. How does this happen?
And the last time we talked about two months ago he was talking to me about wanting to fuck again, now it's all about jesus.
Hmm.
I'm so done.
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Sunday, April 14, 2013
My birthday was good.
My friend who I went to visit in late February doesn't talk to me really anymore. After we had sex, I knew that was gonna happen. I knew it was gonna mess things up. Also, after telling me while I was there that he didn't want to get back into any relationship with another girl for a while he ended up going back to his ex who cheated on him RIGHT before his birthday. Figures. I don't understand why people do that.
I spent my birthday in Citrus County. I had planned a get together at one of the bars there with anyone who wanted to show up, except Dustin ofcourse. We went there with a little group. Me, Emily, Greg, Graham, his new boyfriend, Ktb and Sarah. I was the only one in our group who was single, so it was a little weird but we were having a good time. I figured not many people were gonna show since they had gone to another bar earlier and it was a wednesday night. Then i got a text from a 352 number asking where I was at, I wasn't sure who it was so I asked. It ended up being Joe, the guy I messed around with last summer who owns the pizza place I like. I told him where we were at and he showed up, without his girlfriend. He walked into the bar and walked up behind me and put his fingers on the lower right side of my back to let me know he was there. He stood behind me for a couple minutes talking to our friends, since we all know eachother. Then he grabbed a bar chair and pulled it up behind mine and Ktb's chair to talk to her about fishing and what ever else he had been up to lately. It was kind of weird, ya know? Like, I haven't really talked to him in a while, a little small talk when we've ran into eachother in a social setting but that was it. I just sat there for a minute looking at Emily looking at me thinking the same thing I was; how weird it was that he was here. When Ktb and Greg got up to play pool he sat down next to me and first thing he says was "Dope ring." with this corny smile on his face. I had a ring on i had gotten recently that spelled out the word "DOPE" on it in gold letters. He was being real decent, yet real cheesy, it was nice. He seemed a little nervous, and it felt like the first time me and him formally met, which was at that same bar. I kind of got the feeling that he still likes me or something, which makes me feel a little guilty because he has this girlfriend who he supposedly stopped talking to me to be with. I don't get it. I don't know what to do about it. I know I'm gonna be seeing him again so I guess i'll just see what he does.
Btw, i'm good with Shane again. That's a-whole-nother confusing guy I get to deal with again.
woo fun.
I spent my birthday in Citrus County. I had planned a get together at one of the bars there with anyone who wanted to show up, except Dustin ofcourse. We went there with a little group. Me, Emily, Greg, Graham, his new boyfriend, Ktb and Sarah. I was the only one in our group who was single, so it was a little weird but we were having a good time. I figured not many people were gonna show since they had gone to another bar earlier and it was a wednesday night. Then i got a text from a 352 number asking where I was at, I wasn't sure who it was so I asked. It ended up being Joe, the guy I messed around with last summer who owns the pizza place I like. I told him where we were at and he showed up, without his girlfriend. He walked into the bar and walked up behind me and put his fingers on the lower right side of my back to let me know he was there. He stood behind me for a couple minutes talking to our friends, since we all know eachother. Then he grabbed a bar chair and pulled it up behind mine and Ktb's chair to talk to her about fishing and what ever else he had been up to lately. It was kind of weird, ya know? Like, I haven't really talked to him in a while, a little small talk when we've ran into eachother in a social setting but that was it. I just sat there for a minute looking at Emily looking at me thinking the same thing I was; how weird it was that he was here. When Ktb and Greg got up to play pool he sat down next to me and first thing he says was "Dope ring." with this corny smile on his face. I had a ring on i had gotten recently that spelled out the word "DOPE" on it in gold letters. He was being real decent, yet real cheesy, it was nice. He seemed a little nervous, and it felt like the first time me and him formally met, which was at that same bar. I kind of got the feeling that he still likes me or something, which makes me feel a little guilty because he has this girlfriend who he supposedly stopped talking to me to be with. I don't get it. I don't know what to do about it. I know I'm gonna be seeing him again so I guess i'll just see what he does.
Btw, i'm good with Shane again. That's a-whole-nother confusing guy I get to deal with again.
woo fun.
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