spinning around?

i feel like everything that has been happening in my life for the past month and a half has been surreal. i've fallen for a terrible boy, one who people label as a criminal, cold-hearted, just flat out horrible. he's about the only person i know whom i feel doesn't judge me and tries to hide it. he's unbearably honest, brutally, infact. he's always there for me, when he can be atleast. my dad hates him, he says he's a "bad person" and he'll get me into trouble. whatever. my friends are divided into two over it, some i know would feel awkward and some want him to be with me. it's weird, and sweet and i feel like a creative little kid again. it's strange but i like it. i just want things to turn out better this time around, please, let the end result be a good one.