Monday, November 26, 2012

Everything has changed

I'm currently trying to get back to Citrus. I spend a few days there a couple weeks ago, i had a great time and got to know Dustin better. He makes me food and does little favors for me, and vice versa, it's good. Three days after i got back home, he asked me to come back, so i did. Spent a week with Dustin, put out some applications and resumes so i can move there soon. He seems to really like me even though he claims he wants nothing serious. But who talks about always wanting to hangout with me and wanting to have money so we can do things together and talks about coming to visit me over an hour away if they don't ever want anything more? It's whatever for now.
I got home yesterday, i saw Dustin before i left again and he made it hard to leave. I learned he makes this certain expression on his face when he hears something he doesn't really like but he'll act like it's fine. I don't think he knows he does it, but when i tried to leave like five times he kept making that face and kept hugging and kissing me. He watched me back my car out of his driveway and blew me a kiss, it was kind of sweet.
At 4am last night the fire alarm went off and i ran out of my room half naked thinking i was about to be burned alive, it was just the heater though. Today i feel like all i've done it apply to various places in citrus county via computer. Even at restaurants/gas stations. I never have applied to had the desire to apply to such places, until now. Something's going on with me.