Things happen.

I moved away from where i was stuck, out of my dads house, and moved into an apartment in gainesville a few months ago with someone. But they moved out because she was a bitch-ass, now i live alone and i enjoy it better. I got a job at the mall here, at Forever 21, i dig it for the most part. I've met a few new people here, only a few. I only consider myself to have one friend here at the moment, but me ad her are like twins, except she's not afraid to go up to guys without being intoxicated. I met a boy who works with me about a month ago really, he seemed pretty strange and is very much my "type" of guy, it's weird. Although, recently i've decided i'm not going to keep trying to pursue it because i'm pretty sure he's scared of me and basically ignores me at work now. *shrug* But i guess it's my fault for not being able to act normal during situations where i'm really nervous, whatever. A couple of weeks ago i finally fucked someone again, i haven't had any in 18 months, so that was nice. I knew it was going to happen because the night i met him, we talked for a while in his car and he told me he had taken the CST course at WTI and i kind of giggled and told him that i sort of consider myself the "CST slut" just because every guy i've had sex with has taken that class, i can't help it, computer nerdiness gets me EVERYTIME. And he laughed so, i'm pretty sure that after i said that he knew he had a good chance. He actually wanted to keep having fun whenever i come back to visit, which i am ALL FOR but last week i guess i offended him by making fun of some song he posted on facebook. He's been ignoring me ever since. Why do guys get all weird on me over stupid things after a while? I even told him that, that everytime i get to know a guy and spend time with them, no matter how much time, they end up getting weird with me over nothing. So, now i guess the world is back to the way it should be, with me having no guy who's actually time-worthy in my life. Btw, i still miss you. I thought it was getting easier, but it's really not.