only me.

so i met another guy the other night. me and emily planned to go to basscamp downtown thursday night after i got off work. she invited people to come to my apartment to go with us without asking, me i didn't care though. so she picked me up from the mall, and went to her dads apartment, where her friend was going to pick us up and drive us to my apartment so we could wait to the others and drink beforehand. the guy who picked us up was pretty cute, he was blasting dubstep from his amazing system in his teeny white car with a chicken hat on his head. i thought he was kinda cute, and he seemed nice enough so far. on the way there emily informed me that he is into computers and electronics and shit, to which i said "oh, cool." and then she remembered that i absolutely adore guys who do that shit but she didn't say anything. we get there and he didn't bring the liquor i was promised by emily that he would bring, but he thought she was kidding when she said to bring it o i gave him like seven dollars to pick up some rum. he paid for the rest of it, and he doesn't even drink, so that was very very nice of him. we didn't get to drink before we headed off to basscamp, but it was alright. the music was good, the people were out of their minds fucked up, and it was relaxing. i didn't feel out of place, for once. a couple hours rolled by and we left because i really wanted to drink, so we all get back and start drinking and the alcohol was gone pretty quickly, everyone was atleast a little buzzed so it was good. around 3 we decided to go to the after party. it was pretty awesome, and everyone there was really nice and talkative. i walked through the house, sat on the most comfortable couch ever and then zack[the guy who bought my liquor] sat down next to me and we talked for atleast a half hour about computers, dubstep, people in gainesville and how cool we both thought the other person was. i also said that i was pretty weird and i usually scare people away but he went on about how he's pretty weird himself, and he does seem like and and really awkward and it's just cute. anyway it was going pretty good, he actually seemed interested in talking to me and was actually listening to what i was saying and actually talking back. the rest of the party until we left was pretty chill and relaxing. we all left and i slept at emilys house. well, anyway, yesterday i talked to her on the phone and she said that zack likes her and i guess wanted to see if she would be with him but she was telling me how she doesn't want to be with him or anyone else any time soon and doesn't think of him in that way and then told me he also told her that i was really cool so that kind of made me smile a little, atleast knowing he doesn't think i'm crazy and strange. also yesterday i remembered how he talked about how he's from miami and he was going to visit his family the next day and i thought how weird would it have been if he lived in the same area my ex is from. so i go on zacks facebook and found out that he went to the same high school my ex went to and took the same vocational course he did, computer electronics, and they're both the same age. so, that leads me to believe that they most likely know each other, and i screamed when i saw that. ofcourse i think he's cute and ofcourse he has to have some kind of association with colin because otherwise it wouldn't be my life if it were any other way, right? so, now i guess next time i see him or talk to him just kinda see how that goes i guess. i really fucking hope they don't know eachother, or that zack disliked him in school. otherwise, i'm fucked.