Rough

Soooo much shit packed into a years time, I think I'll just summarize everything.
Fuck Shane and his crazy ass, he left me alone as soon as he found out I was alright. And then, of course, tried to call me at 4am one night a couple months later. Haven't heard from him since. Ray decided to have feelings for me, and I basically shut him down. I adore him and I am proud of the good he's done for himself but I didn't want to fuck things up. For that he decided to not always be as nice to me at time, maybe because I hurt his feelings but I promise I never meant to. In november I was arrested with a group of people while standing in an abandoned house, they tried to charge me with burglary which is a felony. Obviously that didn't happen and I'm thankful. Jail is awful, and my shot was on pasco county arrests fb so that was real fuckin' awesome. My brother basically got fired from his surveying job, partially because of my arrest since his boss was super christian and a bigot. One person I met shortly before it all happened ended up getting the brunt of it when he shouldn't have, infact it was because of Rays girlfriend Sara. I hope she's reading this since she likes to follow me on tumblr, and if so, Sara you're a bitch and Dave blames you too. I've heard a lot of crazy shit since then but I've kept myself out of it because I don't want to be involved with anyone in that town anymore. I moved out of my apartment in march and got a job not even a week later in Brandon. I haven't been in touch with Dave in about a month I think and I don't like it. He was pretty decent and it's just shitty that he had to go back up north because of the way everything turned out for him. I actually got along with him. If you haven't figured it out by now, I'm not friends with Ray anymore. He changed, I knew him as Ramone and then he decided to become "Ray". Mostly stopped talking to him because of his lack of respect towards me and I got tired of it. Partially because his head was so far up Sara's ass that he stopped giving a shit about anyone else in his life. I miss him, but not the bullshit he was bringing me into. I've been working a lot. I don't know anyone here still besides the people I work with but I don't hangout with them. I'm still trying to figure out what I even want anymore.