So much, too soon.

I went to Citrus a few weeks ago. I stayed at my friends moms house while she was house-sitting while her family was on vacation. I started not caring so much about my ex Ryan while he was flipping his shit because he was worried i would meet someone, it felt pretty good. I was having a great time not worrying about things, even just sitting there was good. Then i met a guy named Joe, not really expected at all. He's a cool dude and everything, we got along and he was really sweet to me PLUS he works at my favorite pizza place in florida, not to mention he's spectacular in bed and has moneys[js]. I think i screwed that up though, i guess we'll see. Also, i saw Gerrick at the beach at this birthday get-together Joe took me to that week. That shit was weird, he went up to me while i was talking to Joe and said something about how he's been a douchebag for years and that he'll probably continue to be one for more then shook my hand and walked away. I don't know what he was trying to do by telling me that, but whatever. Oh yea, and i've been texting Shane a lot lately and he wants me to come see him, like soon. Like has been asking me when i'm coming up there for the past three days kind of soon. To be honest, it probably isn't the best thing for me to keep doing things like this, i'm aware, but i just can't help myself. I know i'm going to go to Gainesville and fuck Shane, i know that for sure.
Once again, here i am, doing what i always end up doing.