I feel gross

I hate when people hide things from me. How am i supposed to trust you? How am i supposed to know you're not hiding bigger, more important things from me? What the fuck! And i'm sick of only being able to see you at night. I'm sick of not being able to do much. I'm sick of having a time limit for our time spent together. I'm sick of being stuck here everyday hoping i get to spend another whole day with you only to find out, once again, that i won't be seeing you until after 10pm.