It makes me wonder.

People always want to act like they have to "get rid of" me... and then later on they always end up wanting me around again. They don't really admit it most of the time, like i have to initiate that it's "O.K." to want to talk to me again by talking to them first and then they end up sort of telling me. Maybe it's just who i am, i don't know. Most people should know they're always accepted to be back in my life, that is, if they want to be. They don't have to go around acting like they don't give a fuck about it if they really do, i mean, really... if you didn't care so much about me why would you still talk about me or think about me? Think about that one.